我的ALPHA“死伯”帅

我的sweet connection终于回来了

不能上网的时间里没有部落格宣泄

很不爽

我的“下”中六生活不知不觉只剩下两个礼拜多就要结束了

时间过的咻咻咻，好快

一眨眼大考结束了

当老师要我们检查成绩时才发现

那5个科目的分数排在一起时实在很不好看

只好按着良心蒙一下的，快快签掉那张不想再看下去的成绩

快快把成绩单传给下一个人

签掉成绩的同时 签掉过去

至少不想在重蹈覆辙

年终假期对我们这些“下”中六来说没有轻松

反而出奇的紧张紧凑刺激并让人喘不过气

补习老师紧紧安排的补习时间，让我们全身的神经也紧紧的绷了起来

没有放松的假期

到时如果回到校园，正如陈老师所言的，在同学里发现有人出现 “异常征兆”

( Tan Chin Ee所言异常征兆如：

自言自语；

常常跑厕所却不是大小便而是照镜子；

常常找借口跑出课室消失个无影无踪；

水瓶的水还没喝完就跑出课室装水；之类等等 )

也不是不可能的事

但不懂为什么当Cikgu在前面讲的时候，我总觉得他是在吓唬我们

听不到他的隐喻吗？

我觉得他心里应该是想告诉我们：“其实我是想劝你们要专心一点上课，尤其是我的课！！！”

尽管如此，陈老师所言甚是，

大家还是小心为矣，免得上不了大学，反而进了疯人院。

（我们最敬爱的Cikgu Tan Chin Ee，

是一个喜欢用Cikgu来称呼自己却用华语教书的老师 ==

我常觉得老师群之中有一部分是怪胎+天才的结晶品（因为他们怪起来却又很聪明），

Cikgu Tan如果不是怪胎中的怪胎，想必也是一个天才中的天才）

啊，没有放松的假期虽然难熬

不过有Alpha在的日子，我绝不孤单

I ♥ ALPHA =]

我想一个人

我很顽固 也很倔强 或许。

所以我很多时候都不懂得怎么道歉。真的。

我不习惯配合。讨厌妥协。

我想要一个人的时候没有办法一个人。

想要人陪的时候偏偏一个人。

造化弄人。

我知道。你只是希望我能够对现状满足。

如果可以。我也希望。

我的脑袋里全都是挣扎。

当挣扎没有一个结果。

最好的就是。放弃吧。

所以我放弃了。放弃了好多东西。

我不甘愿。我怨恨。我发脾气。我扔东西。

那又怎样呢。

有些事情改变不了就是改变不了。

造成的缺。补不了。就不要太逞强了。

一个人。这样最好。

L-O-V-E just another word i never learn to pronounce.

I guess, Alpha is daydreaming about catching a mouse.

With his right hand up.

Well.. Isn't he a dog .. =="

Alpha loves photo shooting.

Will not blog recently until.. My gastric get better. Haihs.

Alpha knows to pose. Trust me.

With his butterflies ears ==" Are u real labrador.

One evening @ Gurney Drive.

Bro said...

"Why they have to throw the rubbish into sea? You see.. No water already. =( "

Dear. It's something we called ebb tide. But it's true not to litter at the seaside.

Simply wanna show off. SO WHAT. XD

THIS IS TRULY DEDICATED TO MY DEAREST DRIVER aka Eric2

Perhaps the DVD version of The Proposal is like a hot ubi that people keep grabbing.

BTW.

See the rates ? XDD

Honestly my highest peak was 191.++ KB/s

Dont kick my ass eric. This is real fast compared to yours.

I told you to change to braodband. XDXDXDXD

She's looking for help.

I know her. She's one of our senior.

This is the repost from keanpinglim's blog

that taken from JitsinExpress

I was totally taken aback when I read the news about Yen Kee, one of the top students in Jit Sin who scored 11A's in her SPM. She was awarded scholarships to study Medicine in overseas university by Public Service Department after receiving her SPM results, but her dream is so near, yet so far.Unfortunately, she was diagnosed with Leukemia one year ago, forcing her to relinquish her the golden opportunity to becoming a doctor. She has been undergoing chemotherapy for almost a year and her health conditions improved along with the treatments.However, its a short-lived joy as her health is deteriorating and cancer is again threatening her life.
Her father, a small construction contractor has almost used up all his lifetime savings to save her daughter, hoping that chemotherapy would bring back Yen Kee a normal life. Till now, the family has already spent more than RM70,000 to ensure Yen Kee can receive proper treatments.Now with her conditions worsened, they have no choice but let Yen Kee undergo bone marrow transplant that would cost them more than RM200,000; which is the only hope to save this young life according to the doctors.
The operation will take place at Ampang Hospital once the bone marrow arrives in Malaysia.Yen Kee's family is now facing financial difficulties to support this costly yet life-saving bone marrow transplant. They have no choice but to seek for alternative financial support, hoping that donations collected can lighten the enormous burden on the whole family right now.
I beg all of you , Please, please help Yen Kee. No matter how much you can donate, every single penny that goes into her donation fund will help Yen Kee, the once smart, cheerful and friendly girl, to survive this obstacle!To donate, please hand in your cheque/cash at any of the Guang Ming Daily office. Remember to state her full name , "Yeoh Yen Kee" as the receipient of the donations made.
Get well soon my friend. God is with you, always!
C Guevara

Below is the original news report from Guang Ming Daily:

優異生患血癌需20萬移植骨髓
（大山腳訊）大馬教育文憑11A優異生楊顏琦，因患上血癌而被迫放棄到捷克就讀醫學系。她在接受治療1年的化療後情況有好轉，原以為可以當醫生圓夢，詎料血癌再度復發，她目前急需20萬令吉進行骨髓移植手術。
楊顏琦（19歲）於去年5月證實患上血癌，在今年康復的她，萬萬沒想到自己在重獲健康短短兩週後，再度被癌魔纏上。
楊顏琦在家中排行第三，有一對兄姐及一個妹妹。父親楊亞華（62歲）雖然是一名建築承包商，為了女兒的病，他在過去一年半幾乎處於停工狀態。
儲蓄幾近耗盡
楊顏琦先前在檳城醫院共花了約7至8萬令吉醫藥費，加上生活費及兄弟姐妹的求學費用，楊家已差不多耗盡儲蓄。
她病發後，醫生表示化療已無法壓制癌細胞，必須盡快進行骨髓移植手術。由於馬來西亞、新加坡及台灣都找不到適合她的骨髓，醫生只能往美國尋找，是本地比較罕見的例子。雖然已經找到骨髓，運輸費及骨髓費價格不菲，大約需要9萬美金（約31萬3200令吉），骨髓一旦抵馬，她即在安邦醫院進行手術。
這次的醫藥費估計需要20萬左右，對楊家來說是個重擔。他們希望社會熱心人士慷慨解囊，助楊顏琦渡過難關。
出國讀醫夢碎
楊顏琦原本獲得公共服務局獎學金資助，到捷克就讀醫學系，卻因為患癌而打碎了出國夢。她如今在日新國中就讀中六，所獲得的獎學金則獲準延遲一年，但日後只可以在馬來西亞繼續醫學課程。
開朗的楊顏琦表示，她在患病初期非常難過，一度十分執著，終日以淚洗臉。在家人及朋友的鼓勵下，她漸漸學會以平常心看待，並感恩現在擁有的一切。
她指出，在患病期間目睹許多血癌病人離世，令她感慨萬分。她語帶哽咽地說，希望本身康復後可以繼續深造當醫生，將來幫助那些和她一樣遭遇的人。
有意捐助楊顏琦的熱心人士，可把義款交到光明日報辦事處，以轉交《光明公益金》處理。支票背面請註明捐助楊顏琦。
光明日報．2009.09.28

Honestly i was quite shocked when i knew that she's in form 6(but i never met her before? )
Reminds me that i saw her middle of the year 2008 at our school Gate 5.
She was wearing mask and bandana. That i guess she was having treatment for the ailment.
She still able to walk fast and talk and look fine, yet not so good though.
Couldn't imagine how ill she is now.
She's looking for help.
We can help. Pass this message around.
没有钱，至少还有心。